When my RE gave us the green light to try again even this cycle he asked if I would like to start Letrozole that day, the bleeding was just beginning to trail off (random TMI I didn’t realize that a miscarriage can take days. That was educational.).
Because my prolactin can shut down my ovaries and I stopped the cabergoline the day I had a positive test I was concerned that it may have crept up a bit and could interfere with meds.
So we decided to just see what happens naturally and I would call on day 40-ish if nothing happened. I used to ovulate on my own like clockwork. Then I went on nortriptyline for depression and anxiety, and I will stay on it throughout a pregnancy, the benefits far outweigh the risks but it interferes with my cycle. So when I went off the pill, no ovulation. But last fall after a medicated cycle, I did ovulate on my own four more cycles in a row again. So I figured I had a 50/50 shot at it this cycle from the residual hormones and the fertility boost that a loss can cause.
So of course, I got positive ovulation tests this week and since last night it has felt like my ovaries are having a fist fight with my cervix. With the PCOS I can get positive tests and then nothing happens. I have never had this pain and not had an egg bust out, though. And this is painful enough that it feels like a medicated cycle, but it is definitely not. Sitting down hurts my cervix, not sharply, but it hurts. It began building last night and today it’s fairly strong. It should begin to taper off tomorrow. I would expect to see a temperature rise tomorrow or Monday.
And it is early for me, I am usually a day 17-19 kind of lady. This is about day 14 going by the beginning of the miscarriage. Early enough that my husband even commented that it seemed early to him. Which prompted me to ask if he was actually beginning to know my cycle. He said no, it just seemed early after the whole…debacle.
So who knows, maybe we’ll catch another egg. Maybe I just settle into a cycle on my own again. I am apprehensive about testing again in a few weeks. And then if we get a positive, I know I will hardly be able to breathe until we see a heartbeat.